Sunday, January 24, 2010
33 Million
Wow, Shikira has 33 million views of her video, whenever whereever. It's a really pretty video. I've never gotten to see it fully until today. It is amazing the number. I guess they did a really good job with it & she's from South America. They have a lot of people in South America & a lot of people visit there, etc. Still, I find it to be just alittle amazing (smilie face) I guess that's all.
Friday, January 22, 2010
The Torrents Of Terrible Tees
the torrents of terrible tees.
The torrents of terrible tees, tis true that this tis taught to tease. To tell of it's torrent tis terrible torment & etc, etc, etc, etc, oh please. Tall tumblers trail down to toward, till top, to till troubling torn-bit, & tis woe! Two should tumble over to teas, or to travel to top of the trapese with ease. But woe - is twee, for the tea tis top tables that trail at a terrible mile wit will take twenty tall knees to tweeze & I see two peas. Twill it mate wit that towering tow? Tile upon pile, I twill take to a hop & I twill quwell to the top & I shall tumble the towering tees, the towering peas, & the towering teas which twich like a switch & twee twill tend tea fort top two! : )
The torrents of terrible tees, tis true that this tis taught to tease. To tell of it's torrent tis terrible torment & etc, etc, etc, etc, oh please. Tall tumblers trail down to toward, till top, to till troubling torn-bit, & tis woe! Two should tumble over to teas, or to travel to top of the trapese with ease. But woe - is twee, for the tea tis top tables that trail at a terrible mile wit will take twenty tall knees to tweeze & I see two peas. Twill it mate wit that towering tow? Tile upon pile, I twill take to a hop & I twill quwell to the top & I shall tumble the towering tees, the towering peas, & the towering teas which twich like a switch & twee twill tend tea fort top two! : )
It's Popeye The Sailor Man To The Rescue!!
No one seems to be listening any further, I'm not sure why. I wonder if they are on a vacation, or still trying to work some details out. It just does not seem like anything is going through. I haven't gotten an answer back yet. I have questions and answers.
ok, so I missed a white house live chat, but they didn't really seem to be tackling
anything new on it. I did get one or two things out of it after watching the video,
but I'm going into deep thoughts now to figure out how to get this one seen . . . I can think of two ways. One is to go to the retailers, which would take a little more coordination, & two would be getting in contact with the president or getting him to see the project directly. Who is his secretary of state? Is it Hillary Clinton? Maybe she would hear me? I don't know. From what I remember, the secretary of state lines up the papers to be signed and makes appointments, etc. Other than that, I guess I'm just feeling a bit under the torrents of things in life right now. Still, you know, how can I be an octopi, eight arms and plus? Good grief, I think I need to have a warm up session maybe - lol. maybe I could start with a list of sorts & go from there. I kind of have a list in my head. It's kind of like stopping at this tall mountain, very tall, and looking up at it and saying, "Wow . . .that's a tall mountain." - lol. I think most people would take in a breath before climbing, but I've got some fast typing to do. Did you know that they run marathons in Antarctica! It's true - and wild. I studied the continent a bit yesterday, but I think I will save that for some later time. Today I got caught looking at engine technologies, I'd have to think of a way to market all these things - to be able to get them all out to people. I guess that's what I'm thinking on now. This is a little more complicated than a chessboard, or checkers - even more especially. I never really did like either of those games, though I'd say chess is a better game - & slightly more diverse in its moves. I've been playing internet hearts again. I always win. Not so good at spades though. Well, I have sent my letter in to the white house, contacted them online a few times, & etc., so that one I have tackled, still have a few representatives & the like to contact. Need to contact businesses and a few banks, & the retailers. wow - and the stock market. Maybe I should start with the stock marketers? wow- how do I contact all those people? People don't really read emails . . . it depends. Gosh that's a lot of typing, lol. It does seem slightly somewhat overwelming. I wonder how other people are handling that - lol. Earlier I had a couple of halfway awful bologna sandwiches with a root bear that tasted like pepto. I wonder where pepto comes from? I never really studied chemistry. wow, I have a lot to do. My poor brain. Super-computer food may be more in order, like spinage!!! My grandfather ate spinage, everyday - a can of spinage, just like Popeye the sailor man : ) Anyway, that's it for today's blog.
ok, so I missed a white house live chat, but they didn't really seem to be tackling
anything new on it. I did get one or two things out of it after watching the video,
but I'm going into deep thoughts now to figure out how to get this one seen . . . I can think of two ways. One is to go to the retailers, which would take a little more coordination, & two would be getting in contact with the president or getting him to see the project directly. Who is his secretary of state? Is it Hillary Clinton? Maybe she would hear me? I don't know. From what I remember, the secretary of state lines up the papers to be signed and makes appointments, etc. Other than that, I guess I'm just feeling a bit under the torrents of things in life right now. Still, you know, how can I be an octopi, eight arms and plus? Good grief, I think I need to have a warm up session maybe - lol. maybe I could start with a list of sorts & go from there. I kind of have a list in my head. It's kind of like stopping at this tall mountain, very tall, and looking up at it and saying, "Wow . . .that's a tall mountain." - lol. I think most people would take in a breath before climbing, but I've got some fast typing to do. Did you know that they run marathons in Antarctica! It's true - and wild. I studied the continent a bit yesterday, but I think I will save that for some later time. Today I got caught looking at engine technologies, I'd have to think of a way to market all these things - to be able to get them all out to people. I guess that's what I'm thinking on now. This is a little more complicated than a chessboard, or checkers - even more especially. I never really did like either of those games, though I'd say chess is a better game - & slightly more diverse in its moves. I've been playing internet hearts again. I always win. Not so good at spades though. Well, I have sent my letter in to the white house, contacted them online a few times, & etc., so that one I have tackled, still have a few representatives & the like to contact. Need to contact businesses and a few banks, & the retailers. wow - and the stock market. Maybe I should start with the stock marketers? wow- how do I contact all those people? People don't really read emails . . . it depends. Gosh that's a lot of typing, lol. It does seem slightly somewhat overwelming. I wonder how other people are handling that - lol. Earlier I had a couple of halfway awful bologna sandwiches with a root bear that tasted like pepto. I wonder where pepto comes from? I never really studied chemistry. wow, I have a lot to do. My poor brain. Super-computer food may be more in order, like spinage!!! My grandfather ate spinage, everyday - a can of spinage, just like Popeye the sailor man : ) Anyway, that's it for today's blog.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
a journal entry january 21, 2010
today is Thursday. it's a quiet day. it's sunny outside, but inside it is quiet and low lights. I think I will stay inside today, as im feeling alittle more rested today. maybe it is all the lights I leave on at night, the computer, or lamp lights, etc. or maybe I just have a lot on my mind. I had a lot of dreams this morning and all through the night. this morning's dream was at a water park. it was small and somewhat limited though there were many water fountains there, a few pools, and some large winding tube slides. I was there with my daughters, I lost track of one and couldn't find her again before I woke up. another dream was at a car dealership in another town somewhat north of my home town in the dream, my mother was in both these dreams which she usually isn’t, and she bought me a car and a coffee table when I wasn't there. my brother was in this dream as well. He had come home for a visit, or we had visited there. it was by a beach, and it was a short yellow sand beach…not really sceenic. the wind was blowing, more industrial I think, but somewhat dramatic. There was an old truck in the dream somehow. idon't remember the whole thing. Somehow I wound up at the car dealership. The patrons looked like the car salesmen & the car salesmen looked and acted more like lawyers or bussinessmen in black suits, some with quiet pin stripes. That is about it. So, today, I will stay at home and rest for now, keep the lights low, type quietly on my computer, & you know I thought I heard submarine sounds through the night? I kept waking up, thinking or imagining that I was hearing sounds - of course they could've been coming from my computer - though I thought I had turned the sound dial off - it also could have been from the water counter which rises and falls through the night, in the pipes. At night it is very quiet here, & sounds carry very easily.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
a self journal january 20, 2010
Elleatte: well, i think i'll have some fun with this one...
Elleatte: it's not quite as fun as the tv studio, i think i'd like to design my own tv studio, but i might put a radio station in it.
Elleatte: well, this will be my make shift news desk.
Elleatte: so, what's good on the news today?
Elleatte: flowers
Elleatte: there was a funeral toady
Elleatte: pokey the dog passed away.
Elleatte: awwwwwww...
Elleatte: or was he a turtle?
Elleatte: if i had another computer i could send another character here.
Elleatte: oh, i could make a wax museum.
Elleatte: place figures in the room.
Elleatte: like...
Elleatte: anyone under the sun.
Elleatte: i think i'll have vodka.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: ...or make that a lawn icy.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: popsicles made out of health drinks, now that would be good.
Elleatte: lemon grass and lime ! yummy : )
Elleatte: i think i'll serve that here.
Elleatte: the flowers are poppy-cickles.
Elleatte: strawberry lime flavor.
Elleatte: the martini glasses are full of lime jello
Elleatte: of course everything thing in here in black and purples... hence blackberries and blueberries : )
Elleatte: maybe i could serve some grilled cheese sandwiches.
Elleatte: the spiral cases are made of bluerazzberry blow pops : )
Elleatte: and the stairs are made of marble though.
Elleatte: the tables are ice.
Elleatte: the chairs are redwood with deep raspberry stained...
Elleatte: and the counter here is made of blue laser technology over a new type of bacteria resistant fibers.
Elleatte: the "W" stands for...?
Elleatte: wasle?
Elleatte: wassle?
Elleatte: waffles.
Elleatte: it's a converted waffle house. lol.
Elleatte: how about west?
Elleatte: the west studio?
Elleatte: or...
Elleatte: i kind of like the waffle thing.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i could go make some pancakes, but that would make me ill.
Elleatte: i know!! milk gravy soup!! : )
Elleatte: all i need in some creamer and some black pepper i think?
Elleatte: brb
Elleatte: i thin i'll have a milkshake non-alcoholic martini
Elleatte: and put that on refill : )
Elleatte: well, i've just discovered a new recipe
Elleatte: it's called dumplings in a milk gravy sauce with cayenne and red pepper.
Elleatte: it's not bad, you add a teaspoon of salt and some white pepper & your done.,
Elleatte: i feel like Julia child.
Elleatte: wow it packs a punch
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i might've added a little too much pepper.
Elleatte: hey, i think ill have to add some hotel room up top.
Elleatte: state of the art, with a pool.
Elleatte: i would actually like to get an indoor lap pool. They sell them in the back of catalogues. ill bet i can find one on line though.
Elleatte: i wonder how much they are?
Elleatte: i would like to have one with a heat setting i think...
Elleatte: maybe i could get one of those intex pools and just put it inside?
Elleatte: but then i have to think of chlorine too
Elleatte: chlorine is like 30/50 dollars
Elleatte: but i was thinking it might be good to have one for the coming drought. it says there is to be no rain to fall for three years. that's a long time. it might be good to have a healthy supply of water.
Elleatte: that's right, i need to send out some bulletins.
Elleatte: i forgot about that one.
Elleatte: i guess i got caught up in the economy thing.
Elleatte: still am though.
Elleatte: im still waiting on some info - but i think i can not wait - ill have to figure it out myself i guess...
Elleatte: i need a consensus
Elleatte: the consensus office should be online, maybe that general information is available. someone must have it.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: maybe i'll call this my office...
Elleatte: the place where ideas are sprung : )
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i must say i did an amazing job on this soup - it is excellent.
Elleatte: i will be making more tomorrow.
Elleatte: i called & talked to my mom this morning. she was a little tired still, but had gotten out earlier.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: it'll be tough convincing insurance companies to take payments.
Elleatte: i'll just have to see.
Elleatte: i wonder if i can get that 100 thousand dollar job?...
Elleatte: i'm just not sure.
Elleatte: it seems like 50/50.
Elleatte: ?
Elleatte: that would be awesome.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i think i might take some proper planning. wow i have to start learning my languages again.
Elleatte: i think i may need a glass of milk brb
Elleatte: i wonder what happened to my pool i used to have on here? and the rooms?
Elleatte: they just kind of disappeared.
Elleatte: i was an amazing looking pool - it was all white marble with crystal aqua water, & it was set high upon a cliff.
Elleatte: i could sleep out there for ages.
Elleatte: i think i have some pictures of it though : )
Elleatte: maybe i ought to look up some info on how to manufacture pure water. i have heard that Buddhist monks can bless the water & it turns out in quite an interesting form.
Elleatte: alchemy.
Elleatte: music and water
Elleatte: singing to the water fountain - i wonder if that can make it purified?
Elleatte: and then what song would that be, or tune?
Elleatte: tune A maybe?
Elleatte: like form a tuning fork
Elleatte: sending al electronic signal in the sound of a sonic note in order to purify the water. wild.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i wonder if you can calm animals with sound?
Elleatte: sound and food i guess.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think i've had too much milk gravy soup - but wow was it good.
Elleatte: i would say it was better than a pizza.
Elleatte: yup - it looks like lime jello.
Elleatte: real lime jello, not the fake kind.
Elleatte: the iron chef, lol
Elleatte: this guy made a grilled cheese sandwich with an iron and called himself the iron chef, lol.
Elleatte: but he cheated and used tin foil.
Elleatte: all you have to do is melt the cheese on a low setting, and then grill on high.
Elleatte: though, i must say i've never tried it. i just thought it was novel.
Elleatte: maybe the green leaves are mint.
Elleatte: i wonder how hati is doing. it makes me sad to think of all those tiny people, nice people too, who will/may die in the oncoming quakes.
Elleatte: it makes me sad to think of what we are not doing now to combat that.
Elleatte: i'm sure, whoever it is, is just busy maybe, caught up in themselves and the things which concern daily lives?
Elleatte: maybe nobody thinks they can do anything. it is like a puzzle. who can move all the pieces? make the whole of world listen and know?
Elleatte: it seems a task
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i would like to do that, or as it is, i would not like to do that, & but i am just a small little person, not everyone knows me. how do you talk to all peoples?
Elleatte: there's broadcasting and there's businesses & there are homes...
Elleatte: i don't believe in advertising in the churches...
Elleatte: you know i just thought of something i remember about which was awful,
Elleatte: i wish i would've known then what i know now.
Elleatte: i've been so tired, and recovering...
Elleatte: some people expect me to do things, others not...
Elleatte: my opinion is i can't do it alone, but then mustn't i?
Elleatte: alone or not...?
Elleatte: i'll have to be a nit like Joan of arc...
Elleatte: i don't really have any examples to draw from,
Elleatte: kind of flying solo...
Elleatte: it's somewhat a new territory...&
Elleatte: it's like dream, where you are alone and facing all of a large crowd of people, & the are on a line at a fair distance from you , all paused, all staring at you - lol - that's kind of like that movie - Breaveheart.
Elleatte: i have had soo-o-o-o-o many people support me, for some reasons, I'm not sure what they wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: if i had known...
Elleatte: i'm not so sure i believe in serendipity,
Elleatte: it really does seem crazy some of the people i have known, they seemed simple, like most everyone else, & they were,
Elleatte: and but they weren't as well, i can't say much for people who haven't been honest with me...i can not change them. they can only change themselves.
Elleatte: There seem a lot of things there that seem unclear still, but what epic scenes do i have to meet now, along with everyday real life? though, both are real.
Elleatte: it's surrealistic, it's almost like a dream, and yet real, and yet like i'm in a game playing virtual reality,
Elleatte: the gamepeices are up to me as far as my life goes, yet the rules are somewhat set...
Elleatte: limitations, i don't believe in, not like most people. How do i talk to the bankers, if that's even necessary. i think i'm right!
Elleatte: i think we need just to create a "new" bank. That would be our answer, that would in fact be our fastest solution. gosh, how do i get that to them? although, i think i may know who to contact? but is that the only person i contact?...it would seem no to me. i guess i could keep contacting the senators, etc and my own white house. i really want to speak to the president, but i need to have
Elleatte: some facts in place, maybe?
Elleatte: of course, it simple, if i can sell it - we may be free
Elleatte: . . .
Elleatte: imagine, all of humanity free...
Elleatte: free from...
Elleatte: the bonds of many, many things...
Elleatte: martin Luther kind jr had a dream,
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think we had the same dream
Elleatte: i think...
Elleatte: that most of the world's people, heck, all of the world's people have this dream.
Elleatte: but it's reality.
Elleatte: i wonder what people will stop to think of...but for a moment.
Elleatte: can i accomplish that?
Elleatte: will they let me?
Elleatte: i honestly don't know for certain...
Elleatte: all i am thinking is i have this chance...
Elleatte: it does take a team, but i think i've had that team...it's time to fly solo.
Elleatte: this is where i have to use all that focused thought, tiring as it may be.
Elleatte: you know, how it is like to be like super person?
Elleatte: it can be draining after a long while, it's kind of like treading the whole ocean, & then you have rest, but the shore might be just a 100 yards off or so...
Elleatte: : ) lol
Elleatte: water is a good thing.
Elleatte: i've been downsizing on things a lot.
Elleatte: space, things, etc...
Elleatte: fast-food, lol.
Elleatte: well, it's ten p.m. here. Oh! get this!...i balanced my bank account to 1 cent : ) that was something silly i wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: i've done that before. i'll see if i can do it again next paycheck.
Elleatte: lol - i think i like bankers - lol. though that's an irony with some.
Elleatte: i do like bankers.
Elleatte: i lo-o-o-oo-ve people who calculate for a living, they are so cute, they dress up in little business suits and count on paper, or computers, & calculators . . . i like the way they think too.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: they are somewhat more intelligent,
Elleatte: they are usually fiscally responsible
Elleatte: they also know a lot about finance.
Elleatte: that i like. : )
Elleatte: see, my dad knew a lot of finance. he was aware of all the ins and out of banking business and savings and etc.
Elleatte: i guess that's where it comes from.
Elleatte: He has been gone al-o-o-o-oo-o-o-t of years, but i still carry his ideals with me : )
Elleatte: makes me think of orphans though, who do they take after?
Elleatte: hmm. i guess whomever they're around?
Elleatte: oh well, i guess that's all for now.
Elleatte: wow, this was like a therapy session : )
Elleatte: i wonder if i should charge myself 2oo dollars - lol.
Elleatte: it's not quite as fun as the tv studio, i think i'd like to design my own tv studio, but i might put a radio station in it.
Elleatte: well, this will be my make shift news desk.
Elleatte: so, what's good on the news today?
Elleatte: flowers
Elleatte: there was a funeral toady
Elleatte: pokey the dog passed away.
Elleatte: awwwwwww...
Elleatte: or was he a turtle?
Elleatte: if i had another computer i could send another character here.
Elleatte: oh, i could make a wax museum.
Elleatte: place figures in the room.
Elleatte: like...
Elleatte: anyone under the sun.
Elleatte: i think i'll have vodka.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: ...or make that a lawn icy.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: popsicles made out of health drinks, now that would be good.
Elleatte: lemon grass and lime ! yummy : )
Elleatte: i think i'll serve that here.
Elleatte: the flowers are poppy-cickles.
Elleatte: strawberry lime flavor.
Elleatte: the martini glasses are full of lime jello
Elleatte: of course everything thing in here in black and purples... hence blackberries and blueberries : )
Elleatte: maybe i could serve some grilled cheese sandwiches.
Elleatte: the spiral cases are made of bluerazzberry blow pops : )
Elleatte: and the stairs are made of marble though.
Elleatte: the tables are ice.
Elleatte: the chairs are redwood with deep raspberry stained...
Elleatte: and the counter here is made of blue laser technology over a new type of bacteria resistant fibers.
Elleatte: the "W" stands for...?
Elleatte: wasle?
Elleatte: wassle?
Elleatte: waffles.
Elleatte: it's a converted waffle house. lol.
Elleatte: how about west?
Elleatte: the west studio?
Elleatte: or...
Elleatte: i kind of like the waffle thing.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i could go make some pancakes, but that would make me ill.
Elleatte: i know!! milk gravy soup!! : )
Elleatte: all i need in some creamer and some black pepper i think?
Elleatte: brb
Elleatte: i thin i'll have a milkshake non-alcoholic martini
Elleatte: and put that on refill : )
Elleatte: well, i've just discovered a new recipe
Elleatte: it's called dumplings in a milk gravy sauce with cayenne and red pepper.
Elleatte: it's not bad, you add a teaspoon of salt and some white pepper & your done.,
Elleatte: i feel like Julia child.
Elleatte: wow it packs a punch
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i might've added a little too much pepper.
Elleatte: hey, i think ill have to add some hotel room up top.
Elleatte: state of the art, with a pool.
Elleatte: i would actually like to get an indoor lap pool. They sell them in the back of catalogues. ill bet i can find one on line though.
Elleatte: i wonder how much they are?
Elleatte: i would like to have one with a heat setting i think...
Elleatte: maybe i could get one of those intex pools and just put it inside?
Elleatte: but then i have to think of chlorine too
Elleatte: chlorine is like 30/50 dollars
Elleatte: but i was thinking it might be good to have one for the coming drought. it says there is to be no rain to fall for three years. that's a long time. it might be good to have a healthy supply of water.
Elleatte: that's right, i need to send out some bulletins.
Elleatte: i forgot about that one.
Elleatte: i guess i got caught up in the economy thing.
Elleatte: still am though.
Elleatte: im still waiting on some info - but i think i can not wait - ill have to figure it out myself i guess...
Elleatte: i need a consensus
Elleatte: the consensus office should be online, maybe that general information is available. someone must have it.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: maybe i'll call this my office...
Elleatte: the place where ideas are sprung : )
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i must say i did an amazing job on this soup - it is excellent.
Elleatte: i will be making more tomorrow.
Elleatte: i called & talked to my mom this morning. she was a little tired still, but had gotten out earlier.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: it'll be tough convincing insurance companies to take payments.
Elleatte: i'll just have to see.
Elleatte: i wonder if i can get that 100 thousand dollar job?...
Elleatte: i'm just not sure.
Elleatte: it seems like 50/50.
Elleatte: ?
Elleatte: that would be awesome.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i think i might take some proper planning. wow i have to start learning my languages again.
Elleatte: i think i may need a glass of milk brb
Elleatte: i wonder what happened to my pool i used to have on here? and the rooms?
Elleatte: they just kind of disappeared.
Elleatte: i was an amazing looking pool - it was all white marble with crystal aqua water, & it was set high upon a cliff.
Elleatte: i could sleep out there for ages.
Elleatte: i think i have some pictures of it though : )
Elleatte: maybe i ought to look up some info on how to manufacture pure water. i have heard that Buddhist monks can bless the water & it turns out in quite an interesting form.
Elleatte: alchemy.
Elleatte: music and water
Elleatte: singing to the water fountain - i wonder if that can make it purified?
Elleatte: and then what song would that be, or tune?
Elleatte: tune A maybe?
Elleatte: like form a tuning fork
Elleatte: sending al electronic signal in the sound of a sonic note in order to purify the water. wild.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i wonder if you can calm animals with sound?
Elleatte: sound and food i guess.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think i've had too much milk gravy soup - but wow was it good.
Elleatte: i would say it was better than a pizza.
Elleatte: yup - it looks like lime jello.
Elleatte: real lime jello, not the fake kind.
Elleatte: the iron chef, lol
Elleatte: this guy made a grilled cheese sandwich with an iron and called himself the iron chef, lol.
Elleatte: but he cheated and used tin foil.
Elleatte: all you have to do is melt the cheese on a low setting, and then grill on high.
Elleatte: though, i must say i've never tried it. i just thought it was novel.
Elleatte: maybe the green leaves are mint.
Elleatte: i wonder how hati is doing. it makes me sad to think of all those tiny people, nice people too, who will/may die in the oncoming quakes.
Elleatte: it makes me sad to think of what we are not doing now to combat that.
Elleatte: i'm sure, whoever it is, is just busy maybe, caught up in themselves and the things which concern daily lives?
Elleatte: maybe nobody thinks they can do anything. it is like a puzzle. who can move all the pieces? make the whole of world listen and know?
Elleatte: it seems a task
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i would like to do that, or as it is, i would not like to do that, & but i am just a small little person, not everyone knows me. how do you talk to all peoples?
Elleatte: there's broadcasting and there's businesses & there are homes...
Elleatte: i don't believe in advertising in the churches...
Elleatte: you know i just thought of something i remember about which was awful,
Elleatte: i wish i would've known then what i know now.
Elleatte: i've been so tired, and recovering...
Elleatte: some people expect me to do things, others not...
Elleatte: my opinion is i can't do it alone, but then mustn't i?
Elleatte: alone or not...?
Elleatte: i'll have to be a nit like Joan of arc...
Elleatte: i don't really have any examples to draw from,
Elleatte: kind of flying solo...
Elleatte: it's somewhat a new territory...&
Elleatte: it's like dream, where you are alone and facing all of a large crowd of people, & the are on a line at a fair distance from you , all paused, all staring at you - lol - that's kind of like that movie - Breaveheart.
Elleatte: i have had soo-o-o-o-o many people support me, for some reasons, I'm not sure what they wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: if i had known...
Elleatte: i'm not so sure i believe in serendipity,
Elleatte: it really does seem crazy some of the people i have known, they seemed simple, like most everyone else, & they were,
Elleatte: and but they weren't as well, i can't say much for people who haven't been honest with me...i can not change them. they can only change themselves.
Elleatte: There seem a lot of things there that seem unclear still, but what epic scenes do i have to meet now, along with everyday real life? though, both are real.
Elleatte: it's surrealistic, it's almost like a dream, and yet real, and yet like i'm in a game playing virtual reality,
Elleatte: the gamepeices are up to me as far as my life goes, yet the rules are somewhat set...
Elleatte: limitations, i don't believe in, not like most people. How do i talk to the bankers, if that's even necessary. i think i'm right!
Elleatte: i think we need just to create a "new" bank. That would be our answer, that would in fact be our fastest solution. gosh, how do i get that to them? although, i think i may know who to contact? but is that the only person i contact?...it would seem no to me. i guess i could keep contacting the senators, etc and my own white house. i really want to speak to the president, but i need to have
Elleatte: some facts in place, maybe?
Elleatte: of course, it simple, if i can sell it - we may be free
Elleatte: . . .
Elleatte: imagine, all of humanity free...
Elleatte: free from...
Elleatte: the bonds of many, many things...
Elleatte: martin Luther kind jr had a dream,
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think we had the same dream
Elleatte: i think...
Elleatte: that most of the world's people, heck, all of the world's people have this dream.
Elleatte: but it's reality.
Elleatte: i wonder what people will stop to think of...but for a moment.
Elleatte: can i accomplish that?
Elleatte: will they let me?
Elleatte: i honestly don't know for certain...
Elleatte: all i am thinking is i have this chance...
Elleatte: it does take a team, but i think i've had that team...it's time to fly solo.
Elleatte: this is where i have to use all that focused thought, tiring as it may be.
Elleatte: you know, how it is like to be like super person?
Elleatte: it can be draining after a long while, it's kind of like treading the whole ocean, & then you have rest, but the shore might be just a 100 yards off or so...
Elleatte: : ) lol
Elleatte: water is a good thing.
Elleatte: i've been downsizing on things a lot.
Elleatte: space, things, etc...
Elleatte: fast-food, lol.
Elleatte: well, it's ten p.m. here. Oh! get this!...i balanced my bank account to 1 cent : ) that was something silly i wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: i've done that before. i'll see if i can do it again next paycheck.
Elleatte: lol - i think i like bankers - lol. though that's an irony with some.
Elleatte: i do like bankers.
Elleatte: i lo-o-o-oo-ve people who calculate for a living, they are so cute, they dress up in little business suits and count on paper, or computers, & calculators . . . i like the way they think too.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: they are somewhat more intelligent,
Elleatte: they are usually fiscally responsible
Elleatte: they also know a lot about finance.
Elleatte: that i like. : )
Elleatte: see, my dad knew a lot of finance. he was aware of all the ins and out of banking business and savings and etc.
Elleatte: i guess that's where it comes from.
Elleatte: He has been gone al-o-o-o-oo-o-o-t of years, but i still carry his ideals with me : )
Elleatte: makes me think of orphans though, who do they take after?
Elleatte: hmm. i guess whomever they're around?
Elleatte: oh well, i guess that's all for now.
Elleatte: wow, this was like a therapy session : )
Elleatte: i wonder if i should charge myself 2oo dollars - lol.
my dream guy
i made this image at Morph.com, and then changed it a bit on my computer. This is the image of my dream guy : )
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