~ downtown art fair ~

~ every october the city has a downtown art fair in the city of Alexandria ~ i think i may open up a couple of boothes next year and advertise. i was thinking paper flowers, painting, and dogs. they do get a small crowd.

~ my dream of a tiger ~

i had a dream i was visiting my aunt and she was very old and she lived in a trailer, but it was a different trailer than the one she has. she left and i was left to babysit. first the sink connections weren't working correctly and then the dishwasher malfunctioned and began in interior wire fire. then my friends were there & they had trouble figureing out there was a fire and i had trouble figureing out how to get to it, so i warned everyone in the house to get out. but then there were tigers, bengal tigers, and they were soon to be invading the trailer. i was by myself at the other end of the trailer where the main bedroom was and saw the tiger come in through the window and moved to close the bedroom door, while i was on the other side. i held it shut mostly but a paw came through where the doorknob end is and then the other paw and finally he torn his way through the door with his face and i didn't know what to do, i thought for sure we were doomed, but then i killed him with a mascara wand through the right temple to the brain, and then we were safe from that tiger and i felt certian i knew how to defeat the others. then i woke up. it was as about as wild a dream as i usually or sometimes have. it wasn't very graphic, but it was an adventure. i'm glad i felt like i was winning. it was amazing how i defeated the tiger.

religions and of things to come ~

my story of an early church and the people there . . . i was about four or five or so and i had gone to an early education sunday school class. i don't recall getting much out of the class, but i do remember no one ever said a word . . . in the class, the teacher would read or say something, but none of the students would say a thing, they would'nt move from their seats, in fact, they wouldn't move and inch & not a sound was heard as coming from them, well not to me anyway. i think they did talk to each other on occasion. it was weird. i think more weird than what we normally see, even in these days. i clearly remember them never talking to me, on purpose . . . and one day, i had droped a ring . . durring the class. no one moved, not even me. i had decided to wait until the end of the class so as not to be out of order or inconsiderate. but no one offered to help me find my ring. it was wierd. looking back i think they were alien. or maybe i was the alien. it was a southern baptist church and there were alot of people there at that time. i think it is possible that there was some kind of socialized brain washing that couldn've been present at that time in that era of the late 70s that it was.sometimes in churches things go on socially that can affect a whole congregation, in fact i think i remember someone saying that they were having issues with that at that time in that people. But, you know, i think noticing that eary on in childhood it taught me the signs of it for adept shielding from it in my later life. To this day, any church i go to or visit i know to stay true to logic and to the main point and parts of the gospel. My mother would tell me that my father had said, "anywhere you go and the spirit is there with the main basis of the gospel is a church that you can attend" I guess that's somewhat un~denominational. But, i think that's good. I think it makes sense. churches help keep us in allignment, even if they have some beliefs which contradict, if the main part of the gospel is there, then i usually consider it a good influence upon people, of course there are other factors. i really laugh at athiets. i think they are just a bunch of emotionally injured and confused people just searching their way through a sensible life and through semi-tiny logic, wondering where their next meal is...of course i don't think they are as bad as some others with their beliefs. I'd rather meet an atiest who is fairly sensable then run into an idiot with sticky strings who has problems with overly accusatory idiodcies and clicky socialities. lol. i guess that explains that one. i never thought i could write more than one very short paragraph on any one issue, for the most part, but i came across an article or a script on someone's blog . . and i thought they were clearly off the map. But, aren't alot of people.


this is something i wrote in response to a blog post that i read today reguarding their manipulation of beliefs and the revelations:

point one: when you are reffering to the "this generation" point, it is given in the context of referring to a phrofetic and future time and people. but maybe i shall re read it to further confirm that. it is possible that jesus was reffering to us all..but it does seem rather specific though in further thought. in another though, maybe jesus was referring to what happen on the cross and all the things that would transpire in the future was on account of what transpired there in his time?..have you thought of that one? lol. i'll tell you anotehr miystery that may be possible is that long agos people wrote these things in teh bible through beginnings of the books and through the trials of their translations, etc. it has been said that many peoples had come along and added things or taken things away from the new testiments. in thinking lately i'm not sure the whole book of revalations wasn't added by some people of anotehr thought and religion, becasue of the way it reads and of the way that it fits in and also clashes with otehr things in teh old and new testiments, etc.. people are evil, and people will do things that are not honest for their reasons, whatever they may be. but finding the truths there among the stories can be interesting as well as useful maybe. i think most people know what truth is and i think most people really know where the truths in life are. and that is something which is written about in one of the books of the new testiment, where is sais that all of god's creation has the evidence of his existance in them. i think that's true. if people cold just be seniable and logical in and of whatever religion of philosphoical beliefs they have. that would help us all out. keep your self in check, i know i do.October 15, 2011 9:31 AM

. . . the sandman . . .

http://youtu.be/ydmThqLFhmw