a self journal january 20, 2010

Elleatte: well, i think i'll have some fun with this one...
Elleatte: it's not quite as fun as the tv studio, i think i'd like to design my own tv studio, but i might put a radio station in it.
Elleatte: well, this will be my make shift news desk.
Elleatte: so, what's good on the news today?
Elleatte: flowers
Elleatte: there was a funeral toady
Elleatte: pokey the dog passed away.
Elleatte: awwwwwww...
Elleatte: or was he a turtle?
Elleatte: if i had another computer i could send another character here.
Elleatte: oh, i could make a wax museum.
Elleatte: place figures in the room.
Elleatte: like...
Elleatte: anyone under the sun.
Elleatte: i think i'll have vodka.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: ...or make that a lawn icy.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: popsicles made out of health drinks, now that would be good.
Elleatte: lemon grass and lime ! yummy : )
Elleatte: i think i'll serve that here.
Elleatte: the flowers are poppy-cickles.
Elleatte: strawberry lime flavor.
Elleatte: the martini glasses are full of lime jello
Elleatte: of course everything thing in here in black and purples... hence blackberries and blueberries : )
Elleatte: maybe i could serve some grilled cheese sandwiches.
Elleatte: the spiral cases are made of bluerazzberry blow pops : )
Elleatte: and the stairs are made of marble though.
Elleatte: the tables are ice.
Elleatte: the chairs are redwood with deep raspberry stained...
Elleatte: and the counter here is made of blue laser technology over a new type of bacteria resistant fibers.
Elleatte: the "W" stands for...?
Elleatte: wasle?
Elleatte: wassle?
Elleatte: waffles.
Elleatte: it's a converted waffle house. lol.
Elleatte: how about west?
Elleatte: the west studio?
Elleatte: or...
Elleatte: i kind of like the waffle thing.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i could go make some pancakes, but that would make me ill.
Elleatte: i know!! milk gravy soup!! : )
Elleatte: all i need in some creamer and some black pepper i think?
Elleatte: brb
Elleatte: i thin i'll have a milkshake non-alcoholic martini
Elleatte: and put that on refill : )
Elleatte: well, i've just discovered a new recipe
Elleatte: it's called dumplings in a milk gravy sauce with cayenne and red pepper.
Elleatte: it's not bad, you add a teaspoon of salt and some white pepper & your done.,
Elleatte: i feel like Julia child.
Elleatte: wow it packs a punch
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i might've added a little too much pepper.
Elleatte: hey, i think ill have to add some hotel room up top.
Elleatte: state of the art, with a pool.
Elleatte: i would actually like to get an indoor lap pool. They sell them in the back of catalogues. ill bet i can find one on line though.
Elleatte: i wonder how much they are?
Elleatte: i would like to have one with a heat setting i think...
Elleatte: maybe i could get one of those intex pools and just put it inside?
Elleatte: but then i have to think of chlorine too
Elleatte: chlorine is like 30/50 dollars
Elleatte: but i was thinking it might be good to have one for the coming drought. it says there is to be no rain to fall for three years. that's a long time. it might be good to have a healthy supply of water.
Elleatte: that's right, i need to send out some bulletins.
Elleatte: i forgot about that one.
Elleatte: i guess i got caught up in the economy thing.
Elleatte: still am though.
Elleatte: im still waiting on some info - but i think i can not wait - ill have to figure it out myself i guess...
Elleatte: i need a consensus
Elleatte: the consensus office should be online, maybe that general information is available. someone must have it.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: maybe i'll call this my office...
Elleatte: the place where ideas are sprung : )
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i must say i did an amazing job on this soup - it is excellent.
Elleatte: i will be making more tomorrow.
Elleatte: i called & talked to my mom this morning. she was a little tired still, but had gotten out earlier.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: it'll be tough convincing insurance companies to take payments.
Elleatte: i'll just have to see.
Elleatte: i wonder if i can get that 100 thousand dollar job?...
Elleatte: i'm just not sure.
Elleatte: it seems like 50/50.
Elleatte: ?
Elleatte: that would be awesome.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i think i might take some proper planning. wow i have to start learning my languages again.
Elleatte: i think i may need a glass of milk brb
Elleatte: i wonder what happened to my pool i used to have on here? and the rooms?
Elleatte: they just kind of disappeared.
Elleatte: i was an amazing looking pool - it was all white marble with crystal aqua water, & it was set high upon a cliff.
Elleatte: i could sleep out there for ages.
Elleatte: i think i have some pictures of it though : )
Elleatte: maybe i ought to look up some info on how to manufacture pure water. i have heard that Buddhist monks can bless the water & it turns out in quite an interesting form.
Elleatte: alchemy.
Elleatte: music and water
Elleatte: singing to the water fountain - i wonder if that can make it purified?
Elleatte: and then what song would that be, or tune?
Elleatte: tune A maybe?
Elleatte: like form a tuning fork
Elleatte: sending al electronic signal in the sound of a sonic note in order to purify the water. wild.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i wonder if you can calm animals with sound?
Elleatte: sound and food i guess.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think i've had too much milk gravy soup - but wow was it good.
Elleatte: i would say it was better than a pizza.
Elleatte: yup - it looks like lime jello.
Elleatte: real lime jello, not the fake kind.
Elleatte: the iron chef, lol
Elleatte: this guy made a grilled cheese sandwich with an iron and called himself the iron chef, lol.
Elleatte: but he cheated and used tin foil.
Elleatte: all you have to do is melt the cheese on a low setting, and then grill on high.
Elleatte: though, i must say i've never tried it. i just thought it was novel.
Elleatte: maybe the green leaves are mint.
Elleatte: i wonder how hati is doing. it makes me sad to think of all those tiny people, nice people too, who will/may die in the oncoming quakes.
Elleatte: it makes me sad to think of what we are not doing now to combat that.
Elleatte: i'm sure, whoever it is, is just busy maybe, caught up in themselves and the things which concern daily lives?
Elleatte: maybe nobody thinks they can do anything. it is like a puzzle. who can move all the pieces? make the whole of world listen and know?
Elleatte: it seems a task
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i would like to do that, or as it is, i would not like to do that, & but i am just a small little person, not everyone knows me. how do you talk to all peoples?
Elleatte: there's broadcasting and there's businesses & there are homes...
Elleatte: i don't believe in advertising in the churches...
Elleatte: you know i just thought of something i remember about which was awful,
Elleatte: i wish i would've known then what i know now.
Elleatte: i've been so tired, and recovering...
Elleatte: some people expect me to do things, others not...
Elleatte: my opinion is i can't do it alone, but then mustn't i?
Elleatte: alone or not...?
Elleatte: i'll have to be a nit like Joan of arc...
Elleatte: i don't really have any examples to draw from,
Elleatte: kind of flying solo...
Elleatte: it's somewhat a new territory...&
Elleatte: it's like dream, where you are alone and facing all of a large crowd of people, & the are on a line at a fair distance from you , all paused, all staring at you - lol - that's kind of like that movie - Breaveheart.
Elleatte: i have had soo-o-o-o-o many people support me, for some reasons, I'm not sure what they wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: if i had known...
Elleatte: i'm not so sure i believe in serendipity,
Elleatte: it really does seem crazy some of the people i have known, they seemed simple, like most everyone else, & they were,
Elleatte: and but they weren't as well, i can't say much for people who haven't been honest with me...i can not change them. they can only change themselves.
Elleatte: There seem a lot of things there that seem unclear still, but what epic scenes do i have to meet now, along with everyday real life? though, both are real.
Elleatte: it's surrealistic, it's almost like a dream, and yet real, and yet like i'm in a game playing virtual reality,
Elleatte: the gamepeices are up to me as far as my life goes, yet the rules are somewhat set...
Elleatte: limitations, i don't believe in, not like most people. How do i talk to the bankers, if that's even necessary. i think i'm right!
Elleatte: i think we need just to create a "new" bank. That would be our answer, that would in fact be our fastest solution. gosh, how do i get that to them? although, i think i may know who to contact? but is that the only person i contact?...it would seem no to me. i guess i could keep contacting the senators, etc and my own white house. i really want to speak to the president, but i need to have
Elleatte: some facts in place, maybe?
Elleatte: of course, it simple, if i can sell it - we may be free
Elleatte: . . .
Elleatte: imagine, all of humanity free...
Elleatte: free from...
Elleatte: the bonds of many, many things...
Elleatte: martin Luther kind jr had a dream,
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think we had the same dream
Elleatte: i think...
Elleatte: that most of the world's people, heck, all of the world's people have this dream.
Elleatte: but it's reality.
Elleatte: i wonder what people will stop to think of...but for a moment.
Elleatte: can i accomplish that?
Elleatte: will they let me?
Elleatte: i honestly don't know for certain...
Elleatte: all i am thinking is i have this chance...
Elleatte: it does take a team, but i think i've had that team...it's time to fly solo.
Elleatte: this is where i have to use all that focused thought, tiring as it may be.
Elleatte: you know, how it is like to be like super person?
Elleatte: it can be draining after a long while, it's kind of like treading the whole ocean, & then you have rest, but the shore might be just a 100 yards off or so...
Elleatte: : ) lol
Elleatte: water is a good thing.
Elleatte: i've been downsizing on things a lot.
Elleatte: space, things, etc...
Elleatte: fast-food, lol.
Elleatte: well, it's ten p.m. here. Oh! get this!...i balanced my bank account to 1 cent : ) that was something silly i wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: i've done that before. i'll see if i can do it again next paycheck.
Elleatte: lol - i think i like bankers - lol. though that's an irony with some.
Elleatte: i do like bankers.
Elleatte: i lo-o-o-oo-ve people who calculate for a living, they are so cute, they dress up in little business suits and count on paper, or computers, & calculators . . . i like the way they think too.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: they are somewhat more intelligent,
Elleatte: they are usually fiscally responsible
Elleatte: they also know a lot about finance.
Elleatte: that i like. : )
Elleatte: see, my dad knew a lot of finance. he was aware of all the ins and out of banking business and savings and etc.
Elleatte: i guess that's where it comes from.
Elleatte: He has been gone al-o-o-o-oo-o-o-t of years, but i still carry his ideals with me : )
Elleatte: makes me think of orphans though, who do they take after?
Elleatte: hmm. i guess whomever they're around?
Elleatte: oh well, i guess that's all for now.
Elleatte: wow, this was like a therapy session : )
Elleatte: i wonder if i should charge myself 2oo dollars - lol.