Docket Number . . .

dec 4 2010

a collage of window shopping one day...

a chat with Spock . . .

barred owl maybe or . . . ?

perils of the uhm, people . . .

numbers

Eurecka! It's As Simple As Pie!

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variations of inverses and elements

* article in comments section.

groucho marks?

here's to new and awesome pictures! : ) ( :

a set of poems . . .

a family histoy . . .

* family history written in coments section below.

Understanding Dimensions ~

Where are we in the universe?

* further explaination written under comments.

a caravan was traveling though the desert one day. a hawk comes down to see what it was. his friend says, " wow they look like couches" he says, "t

* story in comments section below : )

The Long Journey ~

well, greatly hungry, i dredged across the great barrior road to where a family of vicious wild cows kept their herd. now, i'm treaking for water . . . finally i have found my source of water, and what a great source of water it is. it was a perilous fountain flowing with water coming from where it began as it's most precious source. i filled my cup knowing that i would need carraige further until i arrived at the secondary source of water, the kitchen. water is an amazing element. it can sport as both liquid and solid. it is also amazing how well it flows from a metal pipe attached to the clouds outside. tell me where the mad vicious cows find their water? do they pack a canister with them out on the prarie, or do they just ask the guy at the drive through to "fill me up please"? lol, if i were a cloud i would rain on the cows and then the cows would express moos and thank me for the sponge. i then in turn would ask them for a burger.

so we are like a temp store house, so that we might place every lone species of their kind on thier own planet. expansion, solice & a galaxy at peace

a counter

mission fusebox

mission fusebox:

1 replace fuse
2 replace ice cubes
3 fix remote
4 seat adjustment
5 fix fan
6 proper poles
7 garden archway
8 brick sculpture
9 buy clearisil
10 health departments
11 colorful cans (lol)
12 colorful car

The Problem With Salad Dressings . . .

. . . they are too spicy. it's difficult to find a more cost effective brand that is not loaded with some kind of acidic flavoring. some of us don't like our salads spicy, thanks. I have made a milk gravy salad before. it was good, i made it with those individual packets of pioneer baking milk gravy mix, and you just add water & cook it on the stove until it is done. or you could make your own if you're really not a fan of black pepper either. that's about it for the salads.

Pakistan!!

Answer to Hunger in Pakistan and Other Places ~

Here are some of the details, it's been reported that plastics and glass used for the shipping and containment of food was being used for explosives, here's a possible solution ~ just drop ship a goat. Many people in those areas like yogart & could make their own if they had a goat, a sheep, a horse, a cow, or a ram even for those mountainous regions high in the mountians. There is a program called Heifer International, which is wonderful and could be greatly expanded. "It's Goats raining from the sky!" thanks for reading!! : ) ( :

A floating city!

remeber the air plane that landed recently which was all solar powered and flew for three whole years in the air, well, here is my idea for a floating city in the sky. i will call it Calorisia! it's such a beautiful name for a city. and it's amazing. it will be the first of it's kind, here on our planet earth, here in our time that we are living in. it will have solar panels which collect light on the ends of the city. and it will have propellers with help to keep it afloat. is it possible? all things are possible. it will also be known as the city of Micheal. How many solar panels would it need? It would need a solar panel manufactering facility. And, how many propellers would it need and what type. What other type of propultion, floatation mechinisms could it use? Could i partner with the lazor beam technologies to help keep the city afloat? Would i really need that? i guess i need to study propultion design, lift, drag, other factors, & maybe check with an engineer sepcialist. gyroscopes. gyroscopes would prob help. i'd love to have a walmart in this city and make it much like a mall, or an open mall. i would need pleanty of shade to shield the people from the bright sun. But, i would also need the buildings and structures not to be so tall that they block out the light from the solar cells, however i very well could use dark light solar cells, which would more solve that delima. maybe i could spend some more time designing it. bye : )

This is our address!

reading my mind?

"you're not using the right mechanism or materials to pick up those very complicated brain wave patterns and complexities, what you could be using is the reverse of music or sound. if we can move tiny objects through sound/sound waves then we could essentially pick up more complicated brain wave patterns using sound or the opposite of sound, thereby using sound sensors to capture the mind's waves? "

instead of using wires, you could use . . .

or, maybe it's more like mimicking the basic shape and pattern of the brain in order to pick up on it, a reverse. I'll give it some more thought.


. . . I guess I was thinking you could use music to act as a sounding board. you use the basic musical piece as a backdrop, it fills in all the cavities (so to speak) and then so it is better distributed throughout the brain. then, you use a computerized detector to interpret what was received back. what you would get back is a picture of what the brain is thinking and all of it's interactions, wave wise, with the music as well as its other activities. eventually you could fill it in further with variating themes to isolate a thought, or reaction.

summer sonnets ~

* If the flaming june flames in june what of the month of august?


* I am a lone fish, swimming, searching . . . for a burger.

* Out on the ilse of man lives a castle under the sea, with dukes and maids and french fries which are paid, by the seaweed dollars there, & the mermaids who can swim for free! i cast my nets and pull them in and what there do i find? it is a castle made of sand and dollars and a happy meal sign!

My Report On Grand Isle

Well,

i'm pretty tired. i went to Grand Isle and detoured to New Orleans. My report on Grand Isle is such: three eating establishments open, a new gasoline station, a grocery store and that's about it. they did not have a warf or a formal dock for pedestrians, vacationers, or anything of astetic value as far as boating goes. i could not find the ocean or the beach, or did not have access to it. i did see a realitor listing many homes and businesses for sale. i imagine i could call Century 21 and they would have proper information on what is there and available. The Starfish resturant was open. The lighthouse resturant was said to be open. The gasoline staion was open on that particular day and was stocked with the usual conveniance items. The blue dolphin Inn looked unkept. They did have a resturant which looked newly restored but i was not sure if they were actually open for business. There was a toll to pay of $2.50, you could prepay it with a credit card ~ they had adequit signs for that. i found the road there to be ok. it was worn in a couple of spots on the way to laffayette and down south by way of highway 1. i did find that the national guard did a really good job of making the island accessible again! they built a new bridge which looked just awesome! And, the grocery store and gasoline station they put in was nice too. They did have an industrial dock. i saw a few boats along the way. i took a detour to New Orleans on my way back. it was 113 degrees outside, lol, and i was driving with no air-conditioning, so i didn't enjoy my trip back too well. but i did find that Harrahs Casino was open and had really cool air, lol! The riverwalk mall was closed at 7pm & the Aquarium of the Americas was not open at night either. i did find a parking spot for 20.00$, till 2 am, with the CBD group who was gracious enough to allow me to park there : ) i bought a large green tea, & a politically correct water at Harrah's Casino, & some extra strength tylenol and went home. That was my trip for the weekend. Other than that, i missed my exist for home because the town of Laffayette did not have a proper sign for the north interstate. i winded up running into a junction at Eunice called route 13 and took it north till i ran into the main north interstate highway. It was a nice road. they did have two or three gas staions along the way. all in all i would say it was an adventure. i think next time i will go with airconditioning, lol!

*by the way, although the service at the Starfish Resturant was not as friendly, they did make an excellent shrimp poboy, fresh from the sea. it really was very good : )

the planets and our solar system . . .

One of the Buddhist Sutras states that a hundred years of our existence is equal to one day and one night in the world of the thirty-three gods Thirty such days add up to their one month. Twelve such months become their one yearwhile they live for a thousand such years though existence in the heavens is ultimately finite and the beings who reside there will reappear in other realms based on their karma.

So, this means that there are 12 main planets which have/had a beiring upon our earth & 33 planets/forces which have/had a beiring upon our planet &/or solar system.

here's what you can do with your free time . . .

Oliver Bot!

Oliver bot is killer and kicks socks! Go check him out at http://www.bored.com/oliverbot/ . He is an AI (Artificial Intelligence Robot) who's memory is reset every hour, but he still learns things. See if you can figure him out and tell him i said hi too : )

a camera with no light

if cameras could find the light among the darkly hour, i would not need to set my light upon a lofty tower. if pictures dark in brightly night would glow upon the hours, i would not have to set a light upon the shadowed flowers. if lenses would reveal their light without a bulb or switch, i could then just reveal a glitch upon a dark pitch reel. reel the pictures, loud and seem, show them till they tarry, until the dark night closes shut, upon the mornings ferry. oh, cameras in bright sunlight, or pictures of surreal, i do so wonder if i might see pictures you don't feel. it is as if you wonder in minght the tower that is high, the hieght and deapth of midnight's plight, the quiet non-movement of a lie.

funny stories

a line of battlemen standing at attention, in a line, ready for inspection by the main general . . . the general makes his way down the line admonishing the finely polished sheilds and armour of the men of bravery. He comes by the poleman and says, " My! You sure do have an interesting shield there battleman." and the polish battleman replies, "Sir, my screen door is standing, polished and ready to go general!"

Life on Wheels

into every life change must come. it's not a big change, not as vast as it could be. it
may be only the furniture that changes, it may only be . . . the . . . that you change the town where you live in, it may be . . . that . . . you change your focus. who knows what the change could be. me, i'm learning to let go of . . . things. it feels like a turning, like
a change, like a . . . like i am changing tracks in the avenues of time & probable paradoxes. i only hope i can remain in a life that makes me happy, that makes me feel like i am at home & sitting real in an awareness of the new & happy pathway that i am on. constant, yet changing, yet unbelieve-ably real . . . i hope i never forget this avenue.

trains and late night stories

sugar cookies come to mind in this late night hour . . . lighting pictures in a glowy hour of this night's dawn . . . with warm glowy lights. changement . . . rearrangement, of things in this time.


what could i write of this night? Would it be another train journeying through the dead of night, in this hour, where the only person you might see is the quiet train director at a far distance faintly reposed at a far picture set against the vision of the sceene's view, or maybe the train station light as the train quaintly passes by the train station's quiet city gates. a long time ago, i had a hat. it had stripes. it was black and white, that the lines really looked grey. it was a play-train-hat & it was that of a conductor. it was a small hat. it almost did not fit, but i wore it anyway. it seems i had a great uncle who drove the trains. stationed at it's helm, he would drive away from the towns and the villas, and sleepy tavern towns along the hillsides and the waysides of the country and planes. The planes, (or the open fields) were so long. it seems you could drive forever and not arrive at the next station until you've met your match in way of a person who's only been driven insain, only to the point of wanting to find adventure, but adventure in the way of a new town ~ a sleepy town. nothing there but things that sleep. but how fun to creep around the towns when no one might notice. Sometimes he would stop in our town and visit our father in his furniture shoppe. They would chat for a short bit and then he would leave again for all the many more dreamy & moorish destinations to eventually drift through in the night, from day to night, he rode the train from night to morning. miss dreamy was my name. i've always enjoyed wearing hats. often i will peir out of them from a sideways glance just to mind who may be looking, or where things may be looming about. i'll be right back, i'm gone to get cookies. i'll bring you back some, if you want. "i'll tell you, i think i heard something hissing at me! ~ " my nieghbor used to have a snake. it was some kind of albino kind, i don't know if it was deadly. well, i didn't find any cookies in the cabinet, maybe the snake ate them. Do you think he prefers sugar cookies or chololate chip? anyway, i do have a fountain drink. it's good! it's made of root bear and cola. i belive in your world they call it a dr. pepper. now back to our story ~ it was . . .

outspace energy fields

Family Names

some family names . . . narsis, octavine, aimasinda, lillian, salina, william, mary, josephine, columbus, zenon, zenia, ardatha, elizabeth, axel, alex, hubert, elbert, helen, myra, vivian, sarah, cyrus, rose, frank, oscar, belle, lorray, & winter. these are some names that i found in some of my family history. some of them i like, others are some i've just listed. its not a complete list. some names that i like that are not family names are Loraline, Occtavious, & Weatherset. Narsisis would be a nice adaptation of a family name. I like lillian alot, and Arditha. Vivian is also a very pretty name. i guess that's about it.

a town history

balancing . . .

balancing. must i always balance things. sitting in my room, looking at the garden bricks outside, i am not happy with earth life and some things seem to change. i can't control other people, to an extent. i can't make choices for them. i can try to guide them in the right direction, and but shouldn't i be able to shield my life from the choices that they make which affect me? i think so maybe. i made a capacchino, i made two, and i made a cup of of cafe o' lait. i think i have determined, balancing is difficult.

ice cream

oh oceans of ice cream, how cold is your bright white beam, that glows in the freezer, & sounds with an amazing zing! your creamy cattle sift all day, all moring noon and night. and when the grocery's farm awake, you are such a lovely sight! oh ice cream in the oceans, the oceans of endless dreams, you paddle on our shores and are just what you seem : )

a journal from america . . .

had lunch with mom today, she was tired but looked pretty good. i had a hamburger which pretty much consist of the same thing that lasagna does, lol - cheese, dairy, hamburger, & pasta. and i must say this pepperment is awesome. yestarday i watched a pretty good movie. it had tom green in it and brook shields. if it had not had those characters in it - something about it made it a much better movie than they usually turn out as. i think they had some good actors, the story made sense, the comedy in it was actually funny and entertaining. and i think it had some good directing, whatever it was. i gave it a 3.75 out of 5, only because i didn't like the ending (it was kinda cheesy). but the rest of it was great. that's all i have to say for today i guess.

Venus

a record of the absence of Venus in the night sky?

was there ever such a record? i think there was.

the anjou pear

the anjou pear


it's often on sale. it has alot of competition. with all the different types of pears, how could it compete? one day i would like to grow whole rows of pears. and, what would i do with them? i could make pear preserves. i could...make pear pie or pear jelly, pear patterned dresses. All pears, all different types. i am newly inspired - and i've come up with a new spring focus. pears. lol. There are variations of colors. There are variations of sizes, and there are variations of flavors. What about pear scents? It's a quiet scent, not over powering, very light and breathable. What else could you do with a pear? "That's it!" i'm making caution clothes and pear inspired dresses. Oh, how very pretty they will be!! i can't wait to get them done. wow! i will need pear shoes, lol, and pear hats. and i've even got the perfect advertising campaign in mind. Well, that's it for the pear season. have a pear-fect day : )

Orcas

journal from america

well its 3 am and im feeling a bit more rested, still have some sleep to go. sleep is a discipline. when I wake up in the morning I'll take a shower and do a workout with gilad, which'll be fun. I watched a pretty good movie earlier in the day. it was a bit odd in the way that the story flowed - the relationships in the movie were rushed more than usual, but the set designs were wonderful. Bright bold colors, well matched sets, and the main character in the story wore this beautiful green dress with blue accent ribbons, only she changed it and it didn't look as good , more like a satin night gown and not that impressive. I think it was maybe too fitted. satin night gowns are meant to flow and drape - it's what makes them so pretty. plus any accent piece you put with it stands out more because of the contrast of the textures. I think my ears are feeling better. That augmentin does work alittle better. now I am thinking homemade banana pudding. it's more like vanilla pudding with bananas - but it's soo-o-o-o--o-o-oo good. I stayed with this family for a year or so, and the lady of the house made homemade vanilla pudding. could never get enough. She passed away of cancer. I dedicated an order after her. you know, they were out in the country, but you could just tell that they were old royalty, because they were so polite. Their great-great grandfather was an heir to the old French throne wa-a-a-a-a-a-y back in the days of marie antoinette. I guess that's all for now.

inner & outer ear infections

Outer ear infections = "Complications of swimmer's ear are extremely rare, except in people with diabetes. One of the ear's primary defences against bacteria is the acidity of earwax. Unfortunately, earwax in people with diabetes is often quite alkaline. This encourages particularly severe infections that can spread into the surrounding bone. This is called malignant otitis externa, and it's usually only seen in people with diabetes or weak immune systems."

So, a balance of acid and alkaline in the outer ear may help aid in curative for ear infections.

Q: How would this affect inner ear infections?

Carolina

Well, I just watched a movie & it was a lot better than I thought it would be. I gave it a five out of five stars. I don't usually watch dramas, but it was a light drama. I cried three times in the movie, & really wished they could've won the lottery. it was a good story with interesting and very real characters. many of the families I have met are just like the family in this story. Mandy Moore did a good job at acting in this one : ) I almost could've sat down and had a family meal with these people if not for their candidly and very usual funny explicatives appropriate for the type of family and people it was written just in mind for, very real, very fun and warm loving, and a very good movie : ) bye from this review, i can't wait to watch another one ( :

Real Estate

real estate:


a broader idea ~ people own two and three homes, and are encouraged to take out loans against that third or second home (3), there by increasing the sell and growth of the real estate market, making investing and loans safer and more secure, it's so simple. How is this accomplished, by increasing the amount of moneys that people have to spend in economy & by lowering the price of homes to an extent so that it makes them temporarily more affordable and encourage buys. I can't think of anyone who wouldn’t be happy about this one. Might would need some help and cooperation from the "legal" perspective, laws to ensure first homeowner rights, for protection of peoples' first and second homes. Second homes would relate to divorces and better ensure stability of divorced homes, families, and induviduals. Would need a law to protect people's first home from confiscation. But the second or third home which the loan was liened against would be collateral and bankable upon failure to make payments, etc. Selling, marketing, making things affordable, a variety of price ranges to accommodate different incomes and also people should be encouraged to buy homes two or three for the price of one, or should be encouraged to buy houses at which are at about the same price level as the other. However it could work on an uneven keel as well. lower prices of home should be temporary, so that it does not drive down the overall wealth of housing broad scale & so that a rise in real estate worth has a rise after a time to bring a rise in worth to the homes, there by further creating more stability in future markets and thereby recovering the real estate markets in general, however in the future, multiple home buying should still be encouraged as well as a vast diversity of availability of pricing so that people can afford to buy a home in their price range : ) Diversity is key, availability is key, variance in market is key, marketing & selling are key, expansion and growth in this case. Logic: if people can afford to live in their homes then they have money to spend elsewhere, or even on a second or third home. if people own more homes it gives rise to more nationwide security, more collateral, & a general overall rise in society further. if they are not "having" to spend half their paycheck on a first home, they have that money for growth in other areas. Let us encourage people to buy more than one home, let us protect people's first homes, and let us lower or even get rid of those payments that people tool out to pay for those very high and lengthy mortgages on their first or temporary home. But this must work in conjunction, we have to get that marketing/propaganda out there ~ people must want to and be encouraged and be in a place to buy more than one home. real estate could give out two for one deals in home selling, or even three or four for one deals in their selling practices : ) this would encourage the sell of homes, this would enumerate the sell of homes broad scale nationwide, would also encourage more construction, as well as a diversity of construction of new homes and renovations to existing homes across the country. Wildfire.

Test market: the test markets are already there, there are already examples of how this type of community works & how it benefits society, it's long range implecations as well as it's short term affects.

what i'd like to be working on . . .

Combining an MRI device with a vertically rectangular security walk through device:


using wave and sound technology, (through) small scale physics & mechanical engineering, (etc) coupled with a numbering system on a cross directional map, or through cross directional wave detection, much like the mri device is utilized, yet transforming that information to send back wave lengths on a cross directional pattern to interact with the matter ~ to transform it to another dimension. Also, distributing medications throughout the entire body using this distribution device of cross patterning wave dynamics. administering dopamine throughout the body, or even utilizing and mimicking the dopamine usually administered throughout the body in it's own natural processes and quantifying them, so that an outcome of painlessness is occurred in the detransformation and retransformation process.

Adventures of Space Apple ~ Valentine's Day

Adventures of space apple: Valentine's Day


it was Valentine's Day. the space apple waited at his desk. what was he waiting for? a Valentine's Day card of course, he had been waiting for that special day for almost a whole week now. he placed an order for chocolates. he placed an order for flowers. he even placed an order for a cupid outfit. now he was wondering if he should send himself a card. looming gloomingly online at the hallmark send a valentine card site, he sprung an idea! He was determined to have fun this valentine season, so he sprung from his computer and out the office door! Hurriedly he made his way down through the offices, out the elevator, and into the parking lot where he stored his car. He greeted his side passenger, his blow up apple. then, he got something out of his trunk. it was a cupid costume. He raced back up the elevator to the offices and began to make his "rounds" in his valentine day suit. everywhere he went he left a pot of gold. it seems apple didn't realize that cupid was not a lepricon. and that when people shrieked in horror, it was because they had never seen a lepricon with a green arrow and a dart. This really frightened people. Space apple couldn't figure out what was wrong with people, why they kept running away from the cupid. "is cupid evil?" he wondered to himself. it came lunch time. He had decided to have fun with it, but now he needed a break. so, sits down on his desk for a wonderful plate of lazonya. he loves lazonya. lunch is over ~ it's back to work for the lepricon clad space apple. Hurriedly he gets through his paper work. He spins the rest of the day away with flying paper and ink. Then he checks his email. No messages from outer space today, and still no banana. Then suddenly, like out the blue from heaven, with lights beaming all around, Spacey apple sees a virtual envelope circling on his computer screen. "it's a sign from the almighty masters of the intergalactic space consortium!" exclaims space apple. he moves his finger to hit one lonely and shining key on his keyboard. [we watch in slow motion.] "zing!" He opens the email. "it's a card!" Exclaims space apple, "it's my virtual valentine's day card!" he expresses joy and claps his hands in happy excited approval and enjoyment. he reads the card, "it says ~ happy valentines day." [we pause] Space apple pauses a moment. (to be continued . . . )

Augmentin versus Penicillin

well, coca cola doesn't taste quite the same after toothpaste and mouthwash, lol. I've decided just to keep on taking the penicillin until it's gone, sense it seems to be working and then take the 875 mega grams of augmentin. That ought to really knock it out. it'll be like faking out the bacteria, lol. Wednesday I have my doctors appointment, I hope, I hope I didn't get it mixed up, also I need to find out where I wrote it down - I don't remember what time i'm supposed to be there. I may also need to get a ride there, not sure if I can leave my car running - I might be there a while, waiting to be seen. it'd prob be a good idea to get there early. They prob schedule everyone for 4 o'clock, lol. Though that wouldn't be good. basically I need to rest a bunch. I can tell I'm really much more tired today. drugs are not a good thing, unless you're ill, lol. Did you know that in France they call french fries "chips". Hence, the phrase, "fish & chips". I realize that's a fragment but it's confusing with all the commas. In some sentence structures you can start the sentence with a connecting article, but you have to place a comma after it. It's usually used in conversational sentence structure in novels and fiction books. It's actually an older type of slang from the earlier century. People are always making things shorter. I am someone who doesn't appreciate abbreviations so much, though I do use them on occasion. Just the usual one's though, when people start using all those three letter abbreviations for business letters and lectures, that's when it can become really confusing. One of these days, lol, I will use a similar method and come up with a technical paper used in a broad ranging lecture where everything is written in an abbreviation, lol. it will be funny, to say the least. Although, I think I have heard someone do that before. I think they were explaining about parables and the difficulty most people have in figuring them out. I am good at coming up with parables, I'm even pretty good at figuring them out, but give me a complicated puzzle like a crossword puzzle or like a rubix cube, no. lol, I once solved the rubix cube, better than anyone else could figure out around me in my peer group. I just took the stickers off and rearranged them so that all the colors matched. lol, the rules of the game did not express anything other than "matching" all the sides as to being the answer to solving it. lol, once I had a roller derby race. I won technically because I raced around the inner circle. I did not pass the finish line first, but in theory I won because I closed the least amount of distance : ) lol. That one I was sure of. it's kind of a physics thing, lol. All my french fries are gone. Oh, hurray : ) I get to watch the big bang theory again tonight. I wish I could watch two hours of it - it's such a good show. I could live with someone like the Sheldon character - what a hoot! Everyday would be entertaining! : ) I wonder if there are people out there who are really like that? it would be great if there were : ) Other people agree too. I think we loo-o-o-ve his interest in innovation and new technologies. Also I think we, the fan's of the character, like his retro-new tech fashion style too. Honestly, I think it's just the character. if he looked like anyone we would still love him. it's always just the character ( : Anyway, I'm out of thoughts at the moment.

A Virtual Pet!

Get a really great virtual pet at http://www.foopets.com/ . They are really very life like!

a journal

try this cure for a bad toothe ache . . .Dermoplast. It's working so far. Hydrocodone didn't work, made me sleepy, & it gives people mood swings, but they have this stuff they call banana spray. i guess it's a type of anagesic they used to sell. it's terrible they don't sell it anymore, because it works like a charm. but Dermoplast is fairly similar, it has 20 percent Benzocaine in it and .2 percent Benzethonium Chloride (which is the antiseptic), still it's not quite like the other stuff, but it's all i could find. lol, i think i should recall myself Dr. Mee, lol. i hope i fell better later this evening. i haven't taken anymore hydro or asprin. this stuff is also great if you have a sunburn, it really works the best. i rented three romantic comedies. i dont know if i'll enjoy watching them - depends on how i feel. And, i set up an examination on monday and on wednesday. i think i should have enough antibiotic to last me till then. lol, i put the tetracycline in the car, prob should take it out though. i do keep asprin in there for emergencies. i had a fun night last night, didn't get any sleep. my car battery died in the rain when i got to the "all night" 24 hour pharmacy after i found out it was closed. So, i had a fun time trying to find a tow truck, which is a long story i won't go into. i wound up calling my mom at 3 am in the moring to give my car battery a charge. i haven't bought a car charger yet, though it's on my list. Come to find out i am not listed with a free tow on my car insurance & my phone company who had a program called mr rescue was unavaiable because i couldn't find the number. So, i wound up walking over to the other pharmacy (the one that "was" open) & proceeded to borrow a curtesy phone, which didn't work, to call a tow truck. I'm kind of glad i didn't pay 75 dollars for a tow truck. i'm not sure it's my fault the altenator doesn't work anyway (which is another story) . . . i really had fun working with electricity in the rain, lol.

. . . i'm glad i'm feeling better. i hope all this medicine works. i must sound like a hypocondriac. i thought i lost my keys last night. but i didn't i was r-e-e-e-ealy out of it last night. i took myself to the emergency room at 1 am, after finally decideding that i should go. it seemed like the infection was spreading rapidly, and the asprin wasn't helping. but now i have some penicillin on hand, i'll prob wind up using it though. the other doctor, my new doctor, prescirbed me some amoxacillian. i guess i could look it up on the web to see what is best for tooth aches. I wonder what they'll tell me monday? i spent ten dollars on gasoline, 15 dollars at walmart trying to find annylgesics, plus i needed some more asprin (i got the double pack), 18 dollars at the video rental store, 2 dollars at CVS, 2 dollars more at the shell station, & 2 dollars at the Walmart Pharmacy. Oh, and then 4 dollars at taco bell and 2 dollars at dairy queen for ice cream. You know those guys that own and manage the dairy queens are really cute : ) looks like i'm all out of burritoes! Well, one movie i have is called, "Adam" with Hugh Dancy & Rose Byrne in it. I don't know who they are, but it looks like an enjoyable, light, non-dramatic movie, i hate dramatic things. And, there is "500 Days Of Summer" & "Postgrad" (which i saw in the movie theater and thought it was fun) .
Well, i guess that's it for tonight's blog. i did contact the "proper authorities" about the cat needing her immunizations. And by proper authorities, i mean adults. I hope Bella is doing ok. i'll have to check on her again next week, to make sure she doesn't have a relapse. Hopefully i'll be feeling better tommorow and can practice some more violin ~

smoked penguin * * * *

googley plastic eyeballs are optional.

diamond log cabins!!

nuvell ice cubes. I think I would like to find some miniature ice cube trays. And then, of course, they have all the different little shapes and etc. . . I was hopeing I could learn this song on the violin, have someone else learn it too & then play it together somewhere. it would be soo-o-o-o-o-o pretty : ) I will just cross my fingers ( : I seem to be getting busy here lately. I'm not sure why, maybe it just kicks in after a while - or maybe it's the fast food, lol? One fast food surplus a day keeps you healthy wealthy and gay! none of which I am. I took my artic water out of the freezer. it is truly artic - it's like breeze of fresh artic air everytime I take a sip. I wonder what the water tastes like in antarctica. yestarday it was minus 20 degrees at the south pole. it's amazing that they can take those temperatures. I wonder if they are still collecting core samples. And I wonder what they are finding, they must have a documentary somewhere? like someone's guesstimate of what happened to the world and antacrica as it moved along? That would be interesting to watch, I love watching the videos on antartica, the water looks like glass. it's so pretty. They do have wa-a-a-a-y too many hammerhead sharks there, the last I heard, but at least they have food I guess. Here's to shark stew : ) lol. I wonder what shark stew would taste like, would it be a bit like oiled soup? maybe kind of like oysters. yummy, you could make clam chowder - except it would be shark chowder - An Antartic specialty!! :)
Antartica's first gormet resturant, though they prob already have one of those. lol, wouldn't it be wacky to open up the first sponge bob resturant in antarctica and serve crabby patties. And wouldn't the animal conservationalist have a hey day over smoked pinguin - lol. What kind of entertainment could you bring to antarctica? underground cinema! Or, maybe a luxury spa! Or…an ice cave mall!! That would be so fun - like the ice caves they have in switzerland - very pretty, but they would be somewhere in anarctica. you could burn sea water for heat and energy, but would need to remember to conserve. Of course, I'd have to put in a pool, lol. underground and heated. earthquake proof technology!! Hurrah, I just thought of something. What is the diamond's strength in cold weather with tons of pressure of snow and ice on it? anyone know? … I wonder if my cousin would know that. I don't think I could ask because he is very busy, but maybe I could figure it out. hotdoggers! lol, you could fit the "puzzle pieces" together much like a log cabin!! wow, that's soo-o-o simplistic!! it's doable - I love me : ) How do I send them this idea? first I have to figure out how to construct and develop large planes, or planks, of diamond. I'd loo-o-oo-ve to give this to china or japan or whoever. Soo-o-o many people need industries. Someone who knows how to keep prices low. Whatever that would be. I was thinking about this the other day - how to fit the pieces of diamond fitting/molds together, this is the answer. diamond log cabins. if this can withstand the pressure of much weight - just think of what you cold do with it. etc.

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i love my violin!

Sounds

sound dynamics: relations of molecule exchange to sound pattern differentials and wave pattern variation.

circle/sphere - cross patterns of sounds and/or transistions are smooth, pass in an even variance rising and falling in even advances. no prevailant angles are heard. each rise mirrors the falling tones. each falling tone parrallells the rising tones. the rising tones match and parrelle with the others, giving rise to alternate mirrors of each other, causing cross reflections, with only very quiet and faint differences. Makes for a quiet universe : )

Squares/boxes - angles, there would be four to eight angular sounds prevailant at a similar interval. if you were to place a giant listening device in the middle of this universe, you would hear this clearly. You could tell it were a crystaline universe by hearing it's distinct and measured "chimes".

Super geometry: where shapes take on similar forms of common known geometry in our world, like the sphere, the box, the pyramid, but on more of a scale, more dynamic, more externally inclusive of design.

Bella Violins ?

Bella Violins:

This will be my try at a line of violins specially made to carry the essence of sound unlike any other you have maybe heard. It is Stratovarion in the styling of the scroll, & the inner lining around the out edges of the front board is made with corkboard. It is porous so that it carries the sound better. It does not add much support or strength to the base of the edges of the front and backboard, but it will carry a slight difference in sound. They will be stained always in a very dark Jacobean body and yet light enough to take a close gander at the individual patterns of the stratified lines which carry across the exquisite wood of the body. Hand made, you will notice the very sharp points of the C's upon the sides of the middle of its body. Moreover, the f holes are carved in a very pin pointed exactness of their original and classic stylings, both beautiful and functional. The first line ever made will be called The Bella Virtuoso, but it sings : )

An answer to lobbyists . . .

Lobbyists, I finally have an answer to this further problem. You make a bridge. lol, you make a bridge for them to have to cross to get to the other side where they want to be & charge them a toll. A problem with that might be that the people on the opposite side of the bridge might enjoy collecting the toll, there by helping to keep the circle of lobbyists, but then lobbyist are good for some reasons. They can lobby for good causes, they have abilities, & they also help to create a voice for industries and businesses. There is a balance. But, a bridge to cross. It seems I have heard something similar to it somewhere, in jest. But in actuality, it might not be such a bad idea.

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A Comparison Chart Of Ratio Of People To Trillions Spent

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Cornpops And Sherlock Holmes!

Cornpops are coming to mind. it is morning here, though it's a late morning. I haven't had corn pops in a long time, there are sugar smacks, fruity pebbles, cinnamon toast crunch, & captain crunch. Lunch . . .i could have grilled cheese sandwiches. I feel kind of safe here where I am. I don't feel like I want to get out and go anywhere, because there is nowhere here that is interesting to go. If I had a bunch of money on a credit card I might go shopping, but I think that's about it. I'm painting my nails this moring, I never use colors, always just translucent irrecandescents. I still need to buy some nail strengthener. I think I need to buy some new nail polish. brb. wow, my toes are cold. Today's theme is peach (smilie face) Well, I can't seem to find any of my scarves. I guess I'll have to buy some more. Or make a whole bunch. brb (again). Well, aside from properly matching shoes, I am all dressed for the day. I don't have a white day dress anymore, I used to have a couple. I haven't bought dresses in a long while. I have a long baby blue dress, I have a long black dress, & I have a shorter pink dress with florals. maybe I could go by the second hand store today and find one!! Oh - that's right - I did buy a white dress, but I trimmed it and turned it into a short dress. The sleves are short though. That would mean that I would have to get out. Not sure if I want to go there, lol. They are about 6 dollars there, or should be. I think a shopping adventure is a foot, Sherlock (smilie face). So, my mission is to find a beautiful long white dress. I wonder if my daughter liked the dress I bought her. I wonder if she wears it? I wonder how she is feeling today. I wonder how my other daughter is doing. I wonder about miss kitty. I wonder how tired my mom is. I wonder if I am out of q-tips. I wonder if there is anyone on planet actually named Sherlock? The search is a foot on that point too. Finding a beautiful long white day dress & a guy named Sherlock. (smilie face) lol.

the case of the almost pizza . . .

Well, my very expensive pizza should be here in about 20 minutes. lol, I ordered a cheeseburger pizza essentially with tomatoes, hamburger, chedder cheese & onions and a cola (smilie face) Happiness is a cheeseburger, lol. today has been dark and cave-like but I am keeping in rhythm. I honestly don't know about the future. I think the power might have zapped my modem, though I'm not sure. I had it on yestarday, turned it off, & when I woke up the clock was blinking. it does that sometimes, I think it's a blown transformer outside. They have a history of not fixing them. I hope I don't have to pay for a new modem, which I didn’t buy. They are expensive. lol, when the technition came by to set up my computer, they didn't even ask me if a had a modem. I think I'll just get them to take this back - I don't know if they can replace it, it would be good to have another one on hand. This one I'm using now is much bigger, but it does not have an on & off button. I'm not sure if I agree with "registering" your modem. I think, if I've bought it, what number is on it is my business, though I guess I can appreciate those numbers being used to track down sex offenders, if they did. So, no, I can't really see a good use for collecting that information. Anyway, I hope my pizza gets here soon. I hope the pizza people use the front door. I hate it when people I don't know come to the side door. I don't live in a barn or a side house - so what would make sense? lol, maybe they all come from a barn or a house on it's side? who knows. I wonder if I can hear them knocking on the door from in here? my computer room is wa-a-a-a-a-y back in the back of the house, and although sounds do carry here, I do have the heater fans on. They make a quiet and blanketing noise. All's ok, I guess. I'm not leaving a tip to the pizza delivery person this time. But then, they are usually super tacky. well, the pizza came, but they said they couldn't take temporary checks. Which I don't think is correct. They've taken them before. I think they just don't like money, lol. oh, well there loss. I guess I'll call the other people. I hope they take "temporary" checks. But as I was saying, the pizza delivery people here are usually really tacky, so, maybe it's good I didn't pay them. Who needs to pay 30-40 dollars for a pizza anyway? So, my fun is off untill tommorow . .. the sun'll come out tommorow, bet your bottom dollar that tommorow, they'll be sun. When I'm stuck with a day that's grey and lonely, without a pizza, I'll just stick out my chin, and grin, and say . . .say, where's my phone book? (I'll call the other pizza place)Well, I checked my bank, looks I did have money in there - hurray!! now if I could just get them to approve my economic plan - things would be really great again. I got my super large milk shake. It is very good. I have a question or a thought maybe. If you go by a gasoline station that has no lights on, yet it's day time and their pumps are on & the machine takes your card, why does it feel like or make me wonder if I'm supposed to be there getting gasoline? lol. it was good to get out and play speed racer on the road. I really love it when people take hours to stop at a stop sign, when you're waiting for them to go so you can turn . . . I don't always wait in that case. I can't do that when it rains though. I think it (my car) has traction/transmission problems or something. the right back wheel always stalls and spins. it did that once really baddly a few weeks ago when it was raining out. ha ha, I can make it through the rain . . .i can stand up once again (come on little car, I know you can make it through the rain - lol). I've found a fun tv show to watch online, until it runs out. Tommorw is Sunday - I wonder if I'll attend sunday services online again? I don't like the preacher much. I only like the worship service. I don't really need a preacher. teaching maybe, the only time I may need to hear from a preacher is if I've not been to church in a really long while, but then, really, that's just teaching. I wish they could get that one striaght. I think if you have to yell at someone that much for that loud a message, they're not going to hear from God anyway, so just nevermind, lol. Anyway, preaching is evangelistic work, supposed to be done outside the church. it's the people outside that need to hear it not so much inside, except on occaision maybe. anyway, our preacher's alittle kooky, but he's alright I guess - If you love the lord, in my book, you're just ok (smilie face) Moving on, I wonder when my mom will begin painting again. I think the are just dragging her along. They keep extending her kemo treatments. Last week they said she would have one more treatment, then this week they said she had two. so, I don't know. it's invasive. I'm kind of more glad to see her take as many treaments as she can get. Often times, any time really, you have to have more than one doctor for the total treatment of cancer. I keep telling her to get her checkups every three months. if you've had a mild case, you can get a checkup every six months, but if it was very advanced, it's every three months. You know, I think I figured out what the mystery meats are in tacos in taco resturants, it's cat food, lol. That's what it tastes like. You can actually take a lot of the salt out of the cat and dog food & as long as you cook it, you can eat it. It's a who-o-o-o-le lot cheaper. I wonder if my cat would eat this? she did like fish burgers. I wonder how she is doing. I hope I can get her immunizations up to date & give her a flea bath. I am thinking, if I get a hold of her again, I think I may just keep her here? but not sure. Anyway, wow, those people just don't know how to take care of anything, do they. Well, I am on to something new. I said a prayer for the economic stimulus plan. I may have to say one again. if I could just get them to hop over whatever it is they are stuck on . . . I don't enjoy talking to walls. Anyway Renters, the only thing I'm woried about with renters, is fire safety, because most people are not so careful with heating elements. I had thought to maybe put up some sturdy shelving to put a heater on, so that it's up off the floor? I'm not sure about that. maybe I'll just wait till spring to find some renters. I need to repaint, that's about it. I'll have to average in the cost of extra lights and water. I'm not liking theses burritoes so much - they're ok. Chances are (with the renters) & prob find some people around town that I know to rent. Plus i'd be saving them lots of money, but no kooky weirdos allowed!! I think I've dealt with those enough. Wow, that pizza sure did smell good. It lingered in the doorway. Well, I would like to be traveling somewhere now, doesn't really matter so much where. Maybe I'll try some more blog searches. I think I've finally had too much milkshake, luckily it's pretty well all gone. yup, it's better than a glass of milk. it's just so-o-o-o cold. It's cold outside again. by the way, it's like people just drop off the face of the earth. I was wrinting to some person from Washington State, and I sent them a letter back, & they haven't sent anything back. I hope they're ok. anyway (again-lol) - I kind of wanted to hear more on what script they were writing. I usually don't read books or stories, but hearing about them can be interesting, esp if it's in a visual form, I'm really quite the movie critique- actually, lol, I'm a pretty tough judge when it comes to (a six letter word) movies. I really hate those. Anyway (again), I might come back and write some more later, and I will not use spell check - if the inner parts of the earth freeze over, I will not use spell check -cause no one will be here. lol. Cat, or no cat? That is the question.

Mexico Employment and Drug Costs

"Mexico: Selling prescription medicines to Americans is a huge industry in Mexico. The main shopping streets in border towns such as Tijuana and Nagales are lined with pharmacies."

When reading some things on the internet I came across this, & it simply rang a bell. It's a real nation-wide issue. There are many people who can not afford medications and doctor visits. If Mexico could manufacture these as another industry for them. more people could have access to medication & it would also give the pharmaceutical companies a little more competition as far as price goes. How would you get it past the lobbyists?. . . I'll figure it out and report again sometime within the week. (smilie face)

33 Million

Wow, Shikira has 33 million views of her video, whenever whereever. It's a really pretty video. I've never gotten to see it fully until today. It is amazing the number. I guess they did a really good job with it & she's from South America. They have a lot of people in South America & a lot of people visit there, etc. Still, I find it to be just alittle amazing (smilie face) I guess that's all.

The Torrents Of Terrible Tees

the torrents of terrible tees.

The torrents of terrible tees, tis true that this tis taught to tease. To tell of it's torrent tis terrible torment & etc, etc, etc, etc, oh please. Tall tumblers trail down to toward, till top, to till troubling torn-bit, & tis woe! Two should tumble over to teas, or to travel to top of the trapese with ease. But woe - is twee, for the tea tis top tables that trail at a terrible mile wit will take twenty tall knees to tweeze & I see two peas. Twill it mate wit that towering tow? Tile upon pile, I twill take to a hop & I twill quwell to the top & I shall tumble the towering tees, the towering peas, & the towering teas which twich like a switch & twee twill tend tea fort top two! : )

It's Popeye The Sailor Man To The Rescue!!

No one seems to be listening any further, I'm not sure why. I wonder if they are on a vacation, or still trying to work some details out. It just does not seem like anything is going through. I haven't gotten an answer back yet. I have questions and answers.
ok, so I missed a white house live chat, but they didn't really seem to be tackling
anything new on it. I did get one or two things out of it after watching the video,
but I'm going into deep thoughts now to figure out how to get this one seen . . . I can think of two ways. One is to go to the retailers, which would take a little more coordination, & two would be getting in contact with the president or getting him to see the project directly. Who is his secretary of state? Is it Hillary Clinton? Maybe she would hear me? I don't know. From what I remember, the secretary of state lines up the papers to be signed and makes appointments, etc. Other than that, I guess I'm just feeling a bit under the torrents of things in life right now. Still, you know, how can I be an octopi, eight arms and plus? Good grief, I think I need to have a warm up session maybe - lol. maybe I could start with a list of sorts & go from there. I kind of have a list in my head. It's kind of like stopping at this tall mountain, very tall, and looking up at it and saying, "Wow . . .that's a tall mountain." - lol. I think most people would take in a breath before climbing, but I've got some fast typing to do. Did you know that they run marathons in Antarctica! It's true - and wild. I studied the continent a bit yesterday, but I think I will save that for some later time. Today I got caught looking at engine technologies, I'd have to think of a way to market all these things - to be able to get them all out to people. I guess that's what I'm thinking on now. This is a little more complicated than a chessboard, or checkers - even more especially. I never really did like either of those games, though I'd say chess is a better game - & slightly more diverse in its moves. I've been playing internet hearts again. I always win. Not so good at spades though. Well, I have sent my letter in to the white house, contacted them online a few times, & etc., so that one I have tackled, still have a few representatives & the like to contact. Need to contact businesses and a few banks, & the retailers. wow - and the stock market. Maybe I should start with the stock marketers? wow- how do I contact all those people? People don't really read emails . . . it depends. Gosh that's a lot of typing, lol. It does seem slightly somewhat overwelming. I wonder how other people are handling that - lol. Earlier I had a couple of halfway awful bologna sandwiches with a root bear that tasted like pepto. I wonder where pepto comes from? I never really studied chemistry. wow, I have a lot to do. My poor brain. Super-computer food may be more in order, like spinage!!! My grandfather ate spinage, everyday - a can of spinage, just like Popeye the sailor man : ) Anyway, that's it for today's blog.

a journal entry january 21, 2010

today is Thursday. it's a quiet day. it's sunny outside, but inside it is quiet and low lights. I think I will stay inside today, as im feeling alittle more rested today. maybe it is all the lights I leave on at night, the computer, or lamp lights, etc. or maybe I just have a lot on my mind. I had a lot of dreams this morning and all through the night. this morning's dream was at a water park. it was small and somewhat limited though there were many water fountains there, a few pools, and some large winding tube slides. I was there with my daughters, I lost track of one and couldn't find her again before I woke up. another dream was at a car dealership in another town somewhat north of my home town in the dream, my mother was in both these dreams which she usually isn’t, and she bought me a car and a coffee table when I wasn't there. my brother was in this dream as well. He had come home for a visit, or we had visited there. it was by a beach, and it was a short yellow sand beach…not really sceenic. the wind was blowing, more industrial I think, but somewhat dramatic. There was an old truck in the dream somehow. idon't remember the whole thing. Somehow I wound up at the car dealership. The patrons looked like the car salesmen & the car salesmen looked and acted more like lawyers or bussinessmen in black suits, some with quiet pin stripes. That is about it. So, today, I will stay at home and rest for now, keep the lights low, type quietly on my computer, & you know I thought I heard submarine sounds through the night? I kept waking up, thinking or imagining that I was hearing sounds - of course they could've been coming from my computer - though I thought I had turned the sound dial off - it also could have been from the water counter which rises and falls through the night, in the pipes. At night it is very quiet here, & sounds carry very easily.

the water as a pillow

a self journal january 20, 2010

Elleatte: well, i think i'll have some fun with this one...
Elleatte: it's not quite as fun as the tv studio, i think i'd like to design my own tv studio, but i might put a radio station in it.
Elleatte: well, this will be my make shift news desk.
Elleatte: so, what's good on the news today?
Elleatte: flowers
Elleatte: there was a funeral toady
Elleatte: pokey the dog passed away.
Elleatte: awwwwwww...
Elleatte: or was he a turtle?
Elleatte: if i had another computer i could send another character here.
Elleatte: oh, i could make a wax museum.
Elleatte: place figures in the room.
Elleatte: like...
Elleatte: anyone under the sun.
Elleatte: i think i'll have vodka.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: ...or make that a lawn icy.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: popsicles made out of health drinks, now that would be good.
Elleatte: lemon grass and lime ! yummy : )
Elleatte: i think i'll serve that here.
Elleatte: the flowers are poppy-cickles.
Elleatte: strawberry lime flavor.
Elleatte: the martini glasses are full of lime jello
Elleatte: of course everything thing in here in black and purples... hence blackberries and blueberries : )
Elleatte: maybe i could serve some grilled cheese sandwiches.
Elleatte: the spiral cases are made of bluerazzberry blow pops : )
Elleatte: and the stairs are made of marble though.
Elleatte: the tables are ice.
Elleatte: the chairs are redwood with deep raspberry stained...
Elleatte: and the counter here is made of blue laser technology over a new type of bacteria resistant fibers.
Elleatte: the "W" stands for...?
Elleatte: wasle?
Elleatte: wassle?
Elleatte: waffles.
Elleatte: it's a converted waffle house. lol.
Elleatte: how about west?
Elleatte: the west studio?
Elleatte: or...
Elleatte: i kind of like the waffle thing.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i could go make some pancakes, but that would make me ill.
Elleatte: i know!! milk gravy soup!! : )
Elleatte: all i need in some creamer and some black pepper i think?
Elleatte: brb
Elleatte: i thin i'll have a milkshake non-alcoholic martini
Elleatte: and put that on refill : )
Elleatte: well, i've just discovered a new recipe
Elleatte: it's called dumplings in a milk gravy sauce with cayenne and red pepper.
Elleatte: it's not bad, you add a teaspoon of salt and some white pepper & your done.,
Elleatte: i feel like Julia child.
Elleatte: wow it packs a punch
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: i might've added a little too much pepper.
Elleatte: hey, i think ill have to add some hotel room up top.
Elleatte: state of the art, with a pool.
Elleatte: i would actually like to get an indoor lap pool. They sell them in the back of catalogues. ill bet i can find one on line though.
Elleatte: i wonder how much they are?
Elleatte: i would like to have one with a heat setting i think...
Elleatte: maybe i could get one of those intex pools and just put it inside?
Elleatte: but then i have to think of chlorine too
Elleatte: chlorine is like 30/50 dollars
Elleatte: but i was thinking it might be good to have one for the coming drought. it says there is to be no rain to fall for three years. that's a long time. it might be good to have a healthy supply of water.
Elleatte: that's right, i need to send out some bulletins.
Elleatte: i forgot about that one.
Elleatte: i guess i got caught up in the economy thing.
Elleatte: still am though.
Elleatte: im still waiting on some info - but i think i can not wait - ill have to figure it out myself i guess...
Elleatte: i need a consensus
Elleatte: the consensus office should be online, maybe that general information is available. someone must have it.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: maybe i'll call this my office...
Elleatte: the place where ideas are sprung : )
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i must say i did an amazing job on this soup - it is excellent.
Elleatte: i will be making more tomorrow.
Elleatte: i called & talked to my mom this morning. she was a little tired still, but had gotten out earlier.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: it'll be tough convincing insurance companies to take payments.
Elleatte: i'll just have to see.
Elleatte: i wonder if i can get that 100 thousand dollar job?...
Elleatte: i'm just not sure.
Elleatte: it seems like 50/50.
Elleatte: ?
Elleatte: that would be awesome.
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i think i might take some proper planning. wow i have to start learning my languages again.
Elleatte: i think i may need a glass of milk brb
Elleatte: i wonder what happened to my pool i used to have on here? and the rooms?
Elleatte: they just kind of disappeared.
Elleatte: i was an amazing looking pool - it was all white marble with crystal aqua water, & it was set high upon a cliff.
Elleatte: i could sleep out there for ages.
Elleatte: i think i have some pictures of it though : )
Elleatte: maybe i ought to look up some info on how to manufacture pure water. i have heard that Buddhist monks can bless the water & it turns out in quite an interesting form.
Elleatte: alchemy.
Elleatte: music and water
Elleatte: singing to the water fountain - i wonder if that can make it purified?
Elleatte: and then what song would that be, or tune?
Elleatte: tune A maybe?
Elleatte: like form a tuning fork
Elleatte: sending al electronic signal in the sound of a sonic note in order to purify the water. wild.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i wonder if you can calm animals with sound?
Elleatte: sound and food i guess.
Elleatte: lol
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think i've had too much milk gravy soup - but wow was it good.
Elleatte: i would say it was better than a pizza.
Elleatte: yup - it looks like lime jello.
Elleatte: real lime jello, not the fake kind.
Elleatte: the iron chef, lol
Elleatte: this guy made a grilled cheese sandwich with an iron and called himself the iron chef, lol.
Elleatte: but he cheated and used tin foil.
Elleatte: all you have to do is melt the cheese on a low setting, and then grill on high.
Elleatte: though, i must say i've never tried it. i just thought it was novel.
Elleatte: maybe the green leaves are mint.
Elleatte: i wonder how hati is doing. it makes me sad to think of all those tiny people, nice people too, who will/may die in the oncoming quakes.
Elleatte: it makes me sad to think of what we are not doing now to combat that.
Elleatte: i'm sure, whoever it is, is just busy maybe, caught up in themselves and the things which concern daily lives?
Elleatte: maybe nobody thinks they can do anything. it is like a puzzle. who can move all the pieces? make the whole of world listen and know?
Elleatte: it seems a task
Elleatte: ...
Elleatte: i would like to do that, or as it is, i would not like to do that, & but i am just a small little person, not everyone knows me. how do you talk to all peoples?
Elleatte: there's broadcasting and there's businesses & there are homes...
Elleatte: i don't believe in advertising in the churches...
Elleatte: you know i just thought of something i remember about which was awful,
Elleatte: i wish i would've known then what i know now.
Elleatte: i've been so tired, and recovering...
Elleatte: some people expect me to do things, others not...
Elleatte: my opinion is i can't do it alone, but then mustn't i?
Elleatte: alone or not...?
Elleatte: i'll have to be a nit like Joan of arc...
Elleatte: i don't really have any examples to draw from,
Elleatte: kind of flying solo...
Elleatte: it's somewhat a new territory...&
Elleatte: it's like dream, where you are alone and facing all of a large crowd of people, & the are on a line at a fair distance from you , all paused, all staring at you - lol - that's kind of like that movie - Breaveheart.
Elleatte: i have had soo-o-o-o-o many people support me, for some reasons, I'm not sure what they wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: if i had known...
Elleatte: i'm not so sure i believe in serendipity,
Elleatte: it really does seem crazy some of the people i have known, they seemed simple, like most everyone else, & they were,
Elleatte: and but they weren't as well, i can't say much for people who haven't been honest with me...i can not change them. they can only change themselves.
Elleatte: There seem a lot of things there that seem unclear still, but what epic scenes do i have to meet now, along with everyday real life? though, both are real.
Elleatte: it's surrealistic, it's almost like a dream, and yet real, and yet like i'm in a game playing virtual reality,
Elleatte: the gamepeices are up to me as far as my life goes, yet the rules are somewhat set...
Elleatte: limitations, i don't believe in, not like most people. How do i talk to the bankers, if that's even necessary. i think i'm right!
Elleatte: i think we need just to create a "new" bank. That would be our answer, that would in fact be our fastest solution. gosh, how do i get that to them? although, i think i may know who to contact? but is that the only person i contact?...it would seem no to me. i guess i could keep contacting the senators, etc and my own white house. i really want to speak to the president, but i need to have
Elleatte: some facts in place, maybe?
Elleatte: of course, it simple, if i can sell it - we may be free
Elleatte: . . .
Elleatte: imagine, all of humanity free...
Elleatte: free from...
Elleatte: the bonds of many, many things...
Elleatte: martin Luther kind jr had a dream,
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: i think we had the same dream
Elleatte: i think...
Elleatte: that most of the world's people, heck, all of the world's people have this dream.
Elleatte: but it's reality.
Elleatte: i wonder what people will stop to think of...but for a moment.
Elleatte: can i accomplish that?
Elleatte: will they let me?
Elleatte: i honestly don't know for certain...
Elleatte: all i am thinking is i have this chance...
Elleatte: it does take a team, but i think i've had that team...it's time to fly solo.
Elleatte: this is where i have to use all that focused thought, tiring as it may be.
Elleatte: you know, how it is like to be like super person?
Elleatte: it can be draining after a long while, it's kind of like treading the whole ocean, & then you have rest, but the shore might be just a 100 yards off or so...
Elleatte: : ) lol
Elleatte: water is a good thing.
Elleatte: i've been downsizing on things a lot.
Elleatte: space, things, etc...
Elleatte: fast-food, lol.
Elleatte: well, it's ten p.m. here. Oh! get this!...i balanced my bank account to 1 cent : ) that was something silly i wanted to accomplish.
Elleatte: i've done that before. i'll see if i can do it again next paycheck.
Elleatte: lol - i think i like bankers - lol. though that's an irony with some.
Elleatte: i do like bankers.
Elleatte: i lo-o-o-oo-ve people who calculate for a living, they are so cute, they dress up in little business suits and count on paper, or computers, & calculators . . . i like the way they think too.
Elleatte: : )
Elleatte: they are somewhat more intelligent,
Elleatte: they are usually fiscally responsible
Elleatte: they also know a lot about finance.
Elleatte: that i like. : )
Elleatte: see, my dad knew a lot of finance. he was aware of all the ins and out of banking business and savings and etc.
Elleatte: i guess that's where it comes from.
Elleatte: He has been gone al-o-o-o-oo-o-o-t of years, but i still carry his ideals with me : )
Elleatte: makes me think of orphans though, who do they take after?
Elleatte: hmm. i guess whomever they're around?
Elleatte: oh well, i guess that's all for now.
Elleatte: wow, this was like a therapy session : )
Elleatte: i wonder if i should charge myself 2oo dollars - lol.

my dream guy

i made this image at Morph.com, and then changed it a bit on my computer. This is the image of my dream guy : )